There is no how to know when you are being you…it’s just the lightness of it that hits when you think lot of form & structure is required & you solve it by simply being what you know & that’s when you get you had been trying something outside you will give the how & all your life knew the how of it!!!

I was in a Energy synthesis of communion session contributing to people being a Maestro & when I was working on people I just was being the joy, simplicity I be & touching there bodies and I saw the changes and movements in them , it startled me and was aha moment to know what being me is!!!

When you are willing to lose you & everything that is when you truly find you, we become so comfortable with the definitions and limitations we have been growing that we do not realise , think there is no world further & live a limited which we have learnt seeing others . The day we chose to go beyond our definitions and limitations we find us!! I always thought I won’t be able to normal chores if my like without my mother & husband I wld die , when the situation got created for me to handle my life on my own it was funny how easy it was to live the way I knew to live & that gave me the taste of knowing what is me…I lost me & found me!!! For each thing I was asking if I had no study & reference of dealing with it , how & what I would have chosen in the situations , to my surprise everything seemed so simple & ease which I had made a mountain in my imagination !!!!

Just the choice of making going beyond all the fears, structures & limitations opens a new space !!! We require courage to go further from the space where we feel everything will finish & we will not be able to survive beyond what we have finalised would be the result , I suggest one should just take that one step where it is most uncomfortable , if you hold that you will be introduced to you & your capacities !!!! I love playing with such energies they lead me to more of me each day, the difference I be in the world !!! The more I practice my different choices the more joyful, fun & ease I be!!!!

Your difference is the gift in the world !!!!